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| give it up |
| 12.12.03 (11:56 am) [edit] |
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Sometimes I just want to give it all up. If I did I wonder how my life would differ. Will I ever be in a place with God like I use to be again? I am really not in the best mood at the moment and I am not looking for answers I am just pretty much ranting. I don't feel comfortable talking to alot of people anymore about this sort of thing so It's all going to be expressed here. :x |
| Angry and out of it |
| 12.12.03 (11:48 am) [edit] |
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I feel so angry. At what? Well the world, myself and some other things. I'm so out of it. Out of it all. It isent that im tired or anything like that. I'm just out of it. Last night I had groups. We broke off into two smaller groups. I just pretty much felt annoyed at everything and started ranting. I'm just not feeling God at all. And part of me doesnt want to deal with God. I really hate it sometimes. The way I get so angry. I get envious of other people aswell. Then I get angry at them. I just want to take a break! From everything. I want to go somewhere secluded and rest. Maybe I'll lay off on some things for a bit. I don't know. I just hate and am angry at everything today. It's funny how my posts are sometimes. I go from being totally happy , to angry , to depressed within a couple of days. Oh well what can i do? :cry: |
| off the top |
| 12.06.03 (12:36 pm) [edit] |
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Hey this is just something off the top of my head enjoy. Darkness is near It is all around I hate my human condition of keeping you away My mind goes to places it shouldent be I wanna keep my mind On what is right The devil has a way of ensnaring me and my thoughts But God has a stronger way He will set me free He has to set me free I wanna keep close to you Lord Keep the enemy away Keep the light in Lord Chase the dark thoughts away You are what keeps me from falling into Things that will destroy me You keep me from the devils hands Save me oh save me Keep me from the lies Save me from the darkness That I fall so far into We all fall into |
| blah... |
| 12.05.03 (5:43 pm) [edit] |
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Well I am feeling really crappy. I just don't want to do anything. When family puts me down it really makes me feel like crap. I havent eaten yet today and today is almost over. I don't seem to care right at the moment. No matter what I do I just can't seem to please my parents. My dad isent in contact with me anymore. I live with my mom but she barley says a kind word to me. I really seem to be dreading each day. All that keeps me going is God and when I get to places like these in my life I can't feel him. I really hope this hopelessness passes. I want to be doing things for God but it seems like I am tied to a chair at home. I really need to think about some things in my life. |
| God is awsome |
| 12.04.03 (11:47 am) [edit] |
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Hey everyone just wanted to say God is awsome. He is with you through all the crap. Trust in the Lord for he is good his love endures forever! |
| freaking out |
| 12.02.03 (11:40 am) [edit] |
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Man I am really freaking out right now... Cannot find the people that I need to find. I just needed to write to let people know I am really freaking out. Pray for me please!!! |